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Shit Happens ..

... for no reason at all.


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Jibber Jabber

You can just read and move on . I don't expect you to respond . I am experiencing a bout of depression . Apparently arising out of nothing particular . I don't feel happy . I am not high . I don't drink . But I just feel like blabbering .Feel like talking without making any sense . Gives me a sense of relief . I don't expect you to understand the point of this . I don't know the point of this .My eyes are burning . I have not been sleeping much of late . Not that I have been working a great lot .But I just haven't slept .Don't feel like sleeping . Don't feel like doing a lot of things lately . Lazying around feels good . And that's all . There is a lack of drive . I need to be egged on .But how and by what ? Is it supposed to be born inside . That's not happening .Then ? Where do I look for it ? I count days .Days to the end of this semester .Days to the beginning of the next .Rounding off appropriately. Doesn't help much. 32 .Damn!

04.04.2009

Is there a way more sensible than that which is purely based on rational presumptions ? Or should the romantic soul be glorified for his blissful escapism ?

What does one do when reality is not in sync with premeditation ? What if there is no Plan B ?

Or should I not think at all ?

Can I not think at all ?

Crouching Tigers and Scary Dreams

I don't know much about the science behind dreams . What chemistry lies behind the fabrication of the images we see when we dream , I have no clue . But dreams with their bizarre and distant semblance to more real images scare me . My fears are , I believe similar to those of most other rational beings . I fear reptiles , dogs , diseases ,failure , death and communal riots . And while dreams about reptiles and dogs eating me up make me sweat while I am sleeping , its those of the other category of fears which provoke disturbing thoughts even when I am awake .And that I don't like . What's eerie and scary at the same time , is how the images I see and the the words I hear have no real connection with any existing situation and yet somehow represent deep-seeded fears inside me in their most frightening form . And hence dismissing them becomes difficult. Hope I find a cure to this soon . Wonder if I can do anything to shift the motif of my dreams to more favourable ones. Putting up giant wallpapers of pretty women might possibly help .

Shifting to a totally unrelated story , I went to Ranthambore over the past weekend . Saw tigers and Mukesh Ambani . I know that deserves a bigger post . So that's all I'll say about it right now .

I am also possibly going home , yes GOING HOME towards the end of this month . Its a plan and a schedule made in a hurry .

Nothing more to share right now . Will post a post with snapshots of Ranthambore  and a 'Spot the Tiger and win a date' contest later . But then that's way too much inertia to overcome .Will take a while.

Every Dog Has His Day

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I Know What You Did Last Spring

The world is gloomy .There's an air of gloom about me .There's also a strange smell .Or that's possibly just me .But then aren't we all very sick ? Lots of diseases around I hear . There's some sort of a strange outbreak in Maharashtra . No, not the panty shower . Although that would have been a fun epidemic .Not quite sure if Muthalik sent those saris he promised . Girls look pretty in saris. Most do . Friedy Pinto wore something inspired by a sari at the Oscars. Should have worn a sari if you ask me . Slumdog has gotten way more than it deserved . But then , we know why that is so . Dev D should get every damn award there is . But then it wont get any . And we know why .Turns out some questions are a lot simpler than we make them out to be .Except India's jinxed run in New Zealand . I hope they do better than last time . There was some International Conference on Robotics in New Zealand . Robotics never interested me . But then , nothing else did too . Wonder what I am supposed to do . I might just choose to type away frantically like this . But then I got a test to study for . Not tomorrow , day after . Which means I have time . So I can type a little longer . And not make any sense at all . If you are still reading , you are possibly even more jobless . So please read on and write a long comment about how orgasmic this randomness is . Random is good . See how mind boggling-ly generic that last statement was ? Like blogger is good . This book is good . This post is bad . All generic . All simple .I wish some other things were that simple . Like engaging in a conversation with relatives I don't know nothing about . I need to be be more social . Talking generic stuff about the world helps sometimes , though . Did I get back to generic ?  Bah !